Even if I just go about life half-heartedly my breath continues; I simply keep living by putting my weight on someone else,
Even if my support collapses my breath continues; I just leave my being up to the next support

Connections that you just throw out as soon as they serve their purpose, and relationships that only exist in a certain time and place,
Even when I try to lament that something's up with that, I end up understanding absolutely none of it

Even if someone says anything, I'm always just going to be like this,
So I hide my eyes with the ends of a severed connection
Even if I cry out how lonely I am, apparently there's nobody who even cares;
The poisonous loneliness once again attacks

To simply disregard someone's feeling is basically living by clinging onto someone else
Every time that punishment coils around me, it squeezes at my heart, baring its fangs
Without realizing it the poison began to course through my system, my heart alone realizing it, and getting lonely about it
Within this numbing sort of suffering, I drowned in my own powerlessness

Even if someone says anything, I know I can't go back,
Even all of the things I let go, saying "I just can't be bothered"
No matter how many times I cry out, I know it won't reach anyone in the end
Cracks run through my heart

So it couldn't be broken, so it wouldn't be broken, I protected it with my immature hands, yet
By boasting with such trivial feelings, I probably crushed it myself

Even if I hug my knees and cry, nothing at all will change, I know
Even the sobs echoing through the quiet room,
Even if the night were to swallow it all up, the moon will simply light it up, I know
Looking only at the unfading, unfading, unfading reality
The unhealing, unspoken, voice I had hidden away --
The poisonous loneliness attacks